Thursday, August 27, 2009

There's a reason for "Home Sweet Home"

Gosh, i'm seriously becoming more and more attached to my home sweet home~~~

Feeling more and more eager to go home each time there's a chance,
and of course feeling more and more reluctant to return to campus each time it's time to go!!

Those doing Form6, APPRECIATE these time(while you still can) with your families!! Being close to home, or to be at home, it's like the best moment in life,
for me at least....

Just came back to Shah Alam and i'm already missing my family!!!

Darn!!

Next stop: Raya Holidays=Go HOME again!!! woohoo~~~

hah!!

kays, enough of crap here...
better start doing my piled assignments and be geared-up for revision!!!
Exam is just around the corner!!!
Yikesss....

Thursday, August 20, 2009

a new place, a new beggining

i've moved, to another room

indirectly leaving my past, by concentrating on the present and looking into the future.

though the past is definitely unforgettable, yet dwelling in it will not make me move forward.

let the past be a memory, a lesson and a reminder
for what the future holds for me is still uncertain

thanks for bearing with me all this while,
now, you guys can live more comfortably

Again, sorry is all that i can say,
for i'm still yearning for forgiveness....

Saturday, August 15, 2009

everthing is out

Phew.......
At last, i was able to gather all the courage that was left in me to CONFESS

the feeling of guilt, dirty, sinful, rejected has been haunting me all these time

of course, i'm clearly aware that what has been done, can't possibly be undone, the damage, the pain, the feeling of betrayal
is not that easy for one to bear with,
for that, forgiveness takes time

Hearing whispers behind my back is indeed very uncomfortable,
but i know i should be prepared, for what i've commited is not something that is acceptable to most
It is a great sin, a crime after all

However, i'm praying for a second chance
to prove not only to others, but most importantly, myself
that i've repented, and willing to change for the better

To those whom i've failed and hurt,
I know that a simple 'sorry' is not enough
but 'sorry' is what i can tell you now, very sorry
for my foolish act, my lack of determination to fight against the temptation of the devil and the unwise decisions i've made

I can assure you,
that through this, a lesson was learnt,
though it came by the hard way to make me realise how deep i've falled into the pit of sin

and, thanks for others whom are still willing to stay by my side
to support and encourage me
through this times of trials

I've repent, see me change,
then judge me again.....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

gimme my mid-sem break

please, please, PLEASE!!!!!!!

let the mid-sem break be on~~~~

please, please, PLEASE!!!!!!

do not cancel it~~~~

after the 1 week 'durian runtuh' holidays which most of us here enjoyed(of course!!no doubt ^_^), there's a 'maybe' that we would not be getting our original scheduled holiday....nooooo......

ah, there's always a price to pay for something unexpected eh??!!

so, do not take things for granted....

anyway, I WANT MY HOLIDAYS!!!!!