a new place, a new beggining

i've moved, to another room

indirectly leaving my past, by concentrating on the present and looking into the future.

though the past is definitely unforgettable, yet dwelling in it will not make me move forward.

let the past be a memory, a lesson and a reminder
for what the future holds for me is still uncertain

thanks for bearing with me all this while,
now, you guys can live more comfortably

Again, sorry is all that i can say,
for i'm still yearning for forgiveness....

everthing is out

Phew.......
At last, i was able to gather all the courage that was left in me to CONFESS

the feeling of guilt, dirty, sinful, rejected has been haunting me all these time

of course, i'm clearly aware that what has been done, can't possibly be undone, the damage, the pain, the feeling of betrayal
is not that easy for one to bear with,
for that, forgiveness takes time

Hearing whispers behind my back is indeed very uncomfortable,
but i know i should be prepared, for what i've commited is not something that is acceptable to most
It is a great sin, a crime after all

However, i'm praying for a second chance
to prove not only to others, but most importantly, myself
that i've repented, and willing to change for the better

To those whom i've failed and hurt,
I know that a simple 'sorry' is not enough
but 'sorry' is what i can tell you now, very sorry
for my foolish act, my lack of determination to fight against the temptation of the devil and the unwise decisions i've made

I can assure you,
that through this, a lesson was learnt,
though it came by the hard way to make me realise how deep i've falled into the pit of sin

and, thanks for others whom are still willing to stay by my side
to support and encourage me
through this times of trials

I've repent, see me change,
then judge me again.....

gimme my mid-sem break

please, please, PLEASE!!!!!!!

let the mid-sem break be on~~~~

please, please, PLEASE!!!!!!

do not cancel it~~~~

after the 1 week 'durian runtuh' holidays which most of us here enjoyed(of course!!no doubt ^_^), there's a 'maybe' that we would not be getting our original scheduled holiday....nooooo......

ah, there's always a price to pay for something unexpected eh??!!

so, do not take things for granted....

anyway, I WANT MY HOLIDAYS!!!!!

Continuing

first of all, forgive mua for not posting further updates regarding my previous post. *sorry*

INTEC IS CLOSED DOWN FOR 1 WEEK

so of course it's related to H1NI. But there's no cases in our campus i think, it's the main campus which is involved. However, necessary safety precautions is needed to curb the outspread.
So, all students got a 1 week holiday suddenly!!

that's the major news i was talking about. it doesn't seemed so major now already right??

classes are gonna resumed on the 3rd of August, which is next monday. For people out there whom are figuring out my whereabouts now, i'm at home, home sweet home~~

well, i'm gonna head back to Shah Alam early tommorow morning by train....Gosh, Sat and Sun tickets were all sold out!!! Seems like train service is really gaining popularity huh?!

And, i went to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince ALONE!!! saddening huh?? However, i kind of enjoyed this experience of watching a movie alone though~~
the verdict??
um, well..... the movie was more focused on emotions, relationship, especially LOVE. So, there isn't much battling scene. I enjoyed the humor scenes a lot(just looking at Ron's facial expression is enough to make a hearty laugh =E) and i cried like mad when 'somebody' died. (trying not to spoil the suspense for those whom have yet to watch the movie....but i believe that most of you already know right??)

till the next time~~~

ciao

MAJOR NEWS!!!!!!!!

OMG!OMG!OMG!

seriously, i couldn't believe this man!!!!!

after causing major havoc around the world, it's finally relating itself to me!!!!

gosh~~~

following the news, a few uitm have been closed down due to it's outspread....

and now, INTEC is involved?!!

gonna go into details when the official news is released.... don't wanna cause unnecessary worries and troubles....

STAY TUNE!!!!

another boring day

woohoo, i'm blogging in the middle of my Computer Studies class~~~

Anyway, phone is back and functioning. So pals, zhiying is contactable again *yeah~~*

well,well, nothing really spectecular is happening around here
everyday's routine is almost the same
it's as if my life is replaying itself each day...LOL

For a short update about things here,
INTEC is having INPRO, kind of like a sports event where students from different courses compete among themselves....
am i one of them?? Nah, tennis is not one of the choices anyway
and this week is German Week~~~
there's some german movies playing but i've yet to watch them....
aiya, those are not my cup of tea, not now at least

Ah, one more thing
did anyone of you manage to watch the partial solar eclipse that is said to be viewable this morning??
i couldn't even catch a glimpse of it, all thanks to the cloudy weather =(

Gosh, my post are becoming more and more BORING eh??
shall try to post some pics next time to lighten up this place =)

thats all for now~~
shall end this before i get caught o.0

communication cut off

Bad news : my phone BROKE-DOWN!!!
what a convenient time for that~~~

so, zhiying would not be using her phone for a month, of course this is just the worst case scenario la....
hopefully i wouldn't have to opt to send my phone back to Ipoh for the repairing job

so friends, don't even bother to call/miss call/sms me yea, since there wouldn't be a positive outcome =(

The air here is getting really bad, really really bad....
seems like the HAZY season is back for the year...
even after a quite heavy downpour this morning, the haze is still hardly unnoticeable, making every object around blur and insignificant suddenly...

my poor lungs, my poor skin~~~

And,and,and,
i just got my assignment for computer studies
-create and design an advertisement for a product-
okay, it may seems to be an easy job for those computer pros,
but i'm practically crying for help??!!
anyway, our group decided to promote 'floating houses'...
wishing for the best now!!!

Haizzzz....